We are no longer pregnant. Many of you who read my blog already know this and thank you for your kind words and thoughts. Some of you who read this may not know and I wanted to post an update here. I am not ready to go into the entire story and I don't know if I ever will be able to blog about it, but I do know that what we've been through in the past two weeks has changed me forever. I have never before known heartbreak and loss like this and I wouldn't wish this feeling on my worst enemy. But I also know that this is just a chapter of our lives; that we will get through this and we will learn to live with our grief, instead of allowing grief to control us (which is pretty much what it is doing to me right now).
Our baby is named Daniel Joseph Spelman. He went to heaven on September 28, 2010. He will be forever missed and never forgotten.
5 comments:
sara i am so sorry. i have been there and it is an awful experience. thinking of you all.
I'm still so sorry for you guys. You've been in my thoughts and prayers all week. Much love to you and Kieran.
sending hugs your way and thinking of you, so sorry, em
Oh, Sarah, I am so sorry for your loss. There are no words, just prayers. Amy
Sarah,
Praying for you and Kieran as you go through this awful loss. I'm so sorry.
Jami
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